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[30 Jul 2005|12:25pm] new screen name: teenage___riot 3 _'s comment me i`ll add yer back <3 suicide notes

[28 Jul 2005|02:31pm] monday i went into town and bought some books went into the works to see if nic was back from nottingham yet... which he isnt. tuesday i took wills to the cinema to watch kicking and screaming which was a shit film. wednesday (yesterday) i lay in my garden and read my books, paul called and asked me to work a few days next week and the week after, i`ve been learning prices and items of drums/accesories, i`ve walked the dog every night, i walked into lewis a couple of times we stopped and chatted hannah`s stopping over tomorrow night, we`re gonna spend all day in town and then come home, watch films and eat food and schtuff which will be good, william`s having half of his class from his new school over soon and i have to stay in and help supervise so basicaly.... i have to stay home and look after 15 kids and their siblings while all the parents a(including my mum) sit round in the lounge and chat and drink coffee. which will be fun... not. mum reckons that i should let them in the music room to play the drums aswell... NO CHANCE! i was awake till about 5 am this morning i fixed my curtains that a certain person broke by standing on them most of the time they stopped round my house, and tidied my room up and was listening to kerrang, and they played the dandy`s new song "smoke it" fucking awesome song!!! and i`m thoroughly looking forward to their next album!! and i have to gloat... NICK HASNT HEARD IT YET!!!!!!!! hope most people are ok :) i intend to see jeska next week when she`s back from her grandparents (yus, thats where she`s gone!!) xxxxxx suicide notes

[22 Jul 2005|10:24am] work yesterday, work again today, i`m not feeling much and really cant be arsed to write in here. toms gone to america for 8 weeks :( El Mariachi says: which finger is broken? i have no shame, but wheres your loyalty now? says: a guitar finger i have no shame, but wheres your loyalty now? says: my... i have no shame, but wheres your loyalty now? says: left hand... i have no shame, but wheres your loyalty now? says: one next to my small finger El Mariachi says: oh right i have no shame, but wheres your loyalty now? says: i`d say ring finger but it sounds rude and makes me laugh because i`m immature like that El Mariachi says: ha ha ha El Mariachi says: i don't know what u mean butterfly kisses suicide notes

[20 Jul 2005|06:02pm] Your Suicide.. by Konstantine Your Name/Username Favorite Number? Favorite Color? Gender? FemaleMaleUndecidedBoth How will you commit suicide? You will hang yourself How many tries will it take? 98 When will you commit suicide? September 11, 2046 What will your suicide note say? Maybe now you'll care Quiz created with MemeGen! suicide notes

[20 Jul 2005|05:36pm] spent 3 and a half hours in hospital last night, i`ve broken my finger and cant play guitar or drum for 6 weeks. i have to have physiotherapy and then if my finger doesnt heal properly they`l have to shave some of the bone off to get rid of the lump... how fun is this?! suicide notes

[19 Jul 2005|07:11pm] what to write... hmmm went for induction at next today, theres a sale on this weekend, i`m not allowed/supposed to tell anyone because they dont oficially announce it until the day before the sale, because its so huge, but... lol publicly announcing it for them is me. :) i was standing outside waiting for my mum to pick me up and all these people were going in shopping (duh) it was so tempting to tell them to wait until friday because everything would be less than half price! hopefully meeting jessie and fraser in leam tomorrow, i`m going to hospital later about my finger, its been two weeks since i dislocated it surfing but theres a huge lump in the side and it just keeps getting bigger. i bough tickets to see the prodigy, and my uncle ordered a couple to gao and see depeche mode aswell how ace! i`m just going to pretend everything else is alright because people think i`m stupid and think they can lie to me, but thats fine... because hey... thats what frinds are for right? to lie to you? awesome glad we got that cleared up, i was slightly confused there. i dont need to doubt my friends then because i know they`re only lying to me because thats what they`re supposed to do. "Never Get Caught" follow me now and I will drown you fill you full of reason no windows Ill take you to the dirty place that I love slipping on messes you made when I hit you makes me more exicitable Ill never get caught Ill never get caught pull it tight Ill see right through it Ill never get caught cradle the difference in front of your fist force it down to bring it back up make them listen one more time wrapping you up in an american flag I fuck you for the glory no complaints from my friends they keep their fucking mouths shut I couldnt care less about the way that you see me soothing I will never be Ill always get shit Ill always get shit for acknowledging pervisity Ill never get caught cradle the difference in front of your fist force it down to bring it back up make them listen one more time never get caught suicide notes

[18 Jul 2005|10:28am] urgh, no-ones updated their journal in an age. :( last couple of days have been wierd, saturday, took william to see madagascar, which was crap, despite it looking really funny. this morning i got a lettter from college explaining everything about the beginning of term and what i need, i have to buy so much shit! ♥ a reliable jack to jack lead (i have one already so its not too bad) ♥ a large jack to mini jack adaptor ♥ a mini jack to large jack adaptor ♥ a keyboard instrument for practising chords and scales etc ♥ a book of manuscript paper ♥ a ring binder and writing paper ♥ a note pad ♥ several music theory books. i have no money either so i`m guessing this will all be hard to fund. lol i`ll just ask people to get them for my birthday! how exciting it will be *sarcastic face* suicide notes

[15 Jul 2005|10:08pm] it isnt premarital sex if you have no intention of getting married

[15 Jul 2005|06:39pm] Jack my phobia of bald men is not funny now shut up says: i got something to cheer u up Jack my phobia of bald men is not funny now shut up says: type "paris hilton isn't a whore" onto google butterfly kisses suicide notes

[15 Jul 2005|01:25pm] yesterday was ace aswell. went into town with fran and vicky and tom. tom and i wrote letters to each other, vicky was drinking again, fran was being fran again. i made a knee face. and it had red emo hair lol suicide notes

[14 Jul 2005|10:43am] rargh! yesterday was really fun. i think thiss summer is gonna be one of the best i`ve ever had. vicky and fran came round to mine yesterday morning and we got the bus into leamington, then as we werre walking up from the bus stop we walked into a soaking wet garry who`d just been into the pump rooms cuz he was too hot, so we walked upto the works to annoy nic, which i think worked yesterday because it didnt the day before. we were just walking around town and stuff then went to tescos and boughts some alcohol... frans fake id does work! then we walked down to jeffersons and sat on a bench under this huge tree and talked and joked and drank fran and i were messing about and she smacked me in the mouth and i lost the ball to my smaller lip ring, so i`ve got my original huge chunky one in. we were sitting there tallking and i pulled a bottle of water out of my bag and started drinking it, then garry made me laugh and i squeezed the bottle and it went all over him, so we alll end up having a huge water fight twas tres fun but now vickys here so i`m going into town again, going to see tom YAYNESS and garry :) byeee xxxxxxxxx suicide notes

[12 Jul 2005|10:19pm] so basically. fran and i were giving leanne loadsa shit when she was on her own, but she couldnt turn around to face us because well... i think she`s scared of us lol. but when she gets friends she`s all mouth unless we stand upto her so the history of it... she texts emily giving her loadsa gob because em would rather hang out with me and fran than leanne so fran text her back telling her she`s been too bossy and controlling of em for too long and em has now realised and doesnt want anything to do with lea. lea calls emily a whore and everything behind her back... which is slightly hypocritical bear in mind she`s been with her boyfriend for a few years but cant go anywhere or do anything without cheating on him. the amount of times she`s cheated on him you cant count on the population of englands fingers. so emily being emily, has boyfriends, but doesnt cheat on them or has one night stands. so leanne texts fran back saying "well its not my fault i`m so beautiful and i have natural blonde hair and beautiful long legs and i`m better looking than any girl in the world" so we ignore it, she walks past us in town yesterday and scowls at us and then fran and i start being really silly going "oh crap i`m so scared" and then emily starts laughing, which just winds leanne up even more she storms off and on our way down to the pub yesterday evening we cross the bridge and who should be there... leanne colly and stix and leanne comes storming upto us and gives fran all this mouth. so i laugh cuz frans just there trying not to and then i get the whole "why are you laughing, theres nothing funny, or is it just a nervous laugh" so i reply with "no its none of those, but i`ll tell you why if you really want to know... its because i find it hilarious that you dont actually have the guts to stand up to me and fran until you have an audience of "friends" that dont even like you but cant tell you because your so beautiful with gorgeous long legs and a great figure and a fat arse" so she pushes me and me without thinking, it was just a reflex i kick her then we get the whole "dont you fucking touch me" same old shit and we just laugh and kinda stand there saying well if you didnt touch me with those sexy long fingers then i wouldnt feel the need to retaliate, then fran em and i start laughing as she stands there then fran and i go to walk past her and she walks in front of us and starts on fran so i stand right in front of her face to face and fran gets past and i turn around so we`re still facing but we`re actually on the other side of her so i turn to fran and say "come on, now that arse is out the way i think we should continue our way to the pub" then leannes fat arse comes running up along side us and she says "oh so you going to the pub are you? we`ll see about that and runs into the well and tells the bouncer frans i.d is actually fake, outside the well is tom and a few other peeps so we start telling tom about our encounter with the hoe and told him she`d called em a whore and all this, he turns to em, puts his arm around her and goes "thats ok cuz she`s my favourite whore" then as leanne comes storming back out of the well we`re all outside luaghing at/about her and she comes upto us all hard and says "well the woman in there now knows what you`re wearing and everything so... i hope you have fun at the well. so i stand there trying not to wet myself laughing and say "haha leanne you know.. your gorgeous long blonde hair has really got to you today hasnt it... we said we were going to the PUB not the well" she gives me a death stare and walks off so we continue our way to the jug and jester, drink talk and laugh about it and then come home. all in all, all 3 of us think it was the highlight of the summer holidays. i also got a job today in the drum shop which is yayness. and am really looking forward to life. suicide notes

[10 Jul 2005|09:43pm] ( pics of my house on prom night. we decided to go swimming so we got the profesionals in. ) butterfly kisses suicide notes

[10 Jul 2005|08:06pm] How to make total trash Ingredients: 1 part friendliness 3 parts silliness 1 part instinct Method: Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of fitness suicide notes

[10 Jul 2005|11:13am] hmm. i schtopped over at jessie's on friday night, we watched the hole and the decent friday night programmes on channel 4. and ate mondo amounts of food. and had some fun with tom waywell lol. it was fun. last night william and i camped out. theres only 1 thing i dont like about camping out, its the way you have to wake up immediatley in the mornings because the sun is shining into your tent and you overheat. been talking to garry online for a while he was talking about something and i said wankyou and then he went into this whole frenzy about how he fancied me but couldnt say anything cuz of the people i was with at the time i see him and all this. and then he asked me what i think... i think... i think... i think... toms back from germany today. and i`m tired. garry and i are meeting up tomorrow but i dont want anything to happen, i only like him as a friend, he`s a very good friend tho. butterfly kisses suicide notes

[09 Jul 2005|09:15pm] this world is full of CUNTS

[08 Jul 2005|01:18pm] i just wrote a huge entry on how shit my holiday was but it deleted itself so basically:   i had a realy shit holiday, the best beach i`ve ever been to was completely trashed with fishing nets and french crap, fran and i argued loads, i didnt do as much surfing as i would have liked because i dislocated my finger and got sand rash all up my arms which both were extremely painful, we flirted alot with aaron the lifeguard, bought jessie some rock, pissed my family off, got sunburnt yesterday. just generally shit holiday.   i miss so many people right now, thee people that i didnt think i wanted to stay in cantact with... i miss like mad. people from my old school: i miss them the most. a few have them have myspaced me, which was a nice suprise to return to from holiday but theres so many events in the past i wish i could go back and change. i know im trying to stop the whole "regrets and feel sorry for yourself" thing but yeah... i`ve juat had a really shit week. tom's gone to germany for a week but comes back tomorrow. i hope to see him alot. butterfly kisses suicide notes

[02 Jul 2005|09:16am] bye kids!!!! going on holiday in... urm... about 5 minutes!!! YAAAAAY a whole week with fran (F****** HEEEELLLPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!) *ahem* going surfing, might have a few pics if your good... tents? who needs tents when we have caravans!!! MUAHAHAHAhAAAA have fun in boring warwick/stratford/leamington, cuz i`m in devon surfing my ass off with all the hotties! fran says see ya too ((((HUGS!!!)))) ROCK OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! butterfly kisses suicide notes

[01 Jul 2005|12:57pm] ( hello live journal, sorry for neglecting you recently ♥ ) butterfly kisses suicide notes

[30 Jun 2005|10:00pm] passing out hits of LSD says: WHOOOO! Rob::39Days:: says: who what? Rob::39Days:: says: :P passing out hits of LSD says: WHOOOO YOUR ONLINE! *dances* Rob::39Days:: says: who your online? passing out hits of LSD says: no you silleh Rob::39Days:: says: this makes no sense in the vocabulary reading Rob::39Days:: says: no you dont understand Rob::39Days:: says: you put, who your online! passing out hits of LSD says: no i didnt i put WHOOOOOO YOUR ONLINE passing out hits of LSD says: so technically YOU are wrong Rob::39Days:: says: see even my mum says it says who your online! Rob::39Days:: says: so YOUR wrong! passing out hits of LSD says: nope passing out hits of LSD says: its my word against your, how do i know your mums even there! Rob::39Days:: says: like this> Rob::39Days:: has accepted your invitation to start sending webcam. Rob::39Days:: says: there she is Rob::39Days:: says: so HA Rob::39Days:: says: talk! Rob::39Days:: says: :P Rob::39Days:: says: are you dead? passing out hits of LSD says: yes Rob::39Days:: says: your just silent for you have been beaten passing out hits of LSD says: hi robs mummy :D (A) *waves* passing out hits of LSD says: lol Rob::39Days:: says: lol passing out hits of LSD says: no not beaten passing out hits of LSD says: you`re wrong Rob::39Days:: says: oh i cant be bothered passing out hits of LSD says: both of you passing out hits of LSD says: lol i`ve been freshly educated Rob::39Days:: says: never! Rob::39Days:: says: you admitted you forget everything already passing out hits of LSD says: no i said "its my mish to forget everything i`ve learnt" not "i HAVE forgotten everything i learnt" Rob::39Days:: says: then you have failed your mission! passing out hits of LSD says: jeez i`d hate to face you as us both as lawyers in a court case passing out hits of LSD says: i never said i was taking it into effect immediatley Rob::39Days:: says: you'd hate to face me as what?! Rob::39Days:: says: oh i get it now Rob::39Days:: says: it confused me for a bit then passing out hits of LSD says: so who`s more likely to be wrong? passing out hits of LSD says: YOU! passing out hits of LSD says: YOUR WRONG!!! Rob::39Days:: says: no YOu passing out hits of LSD says: *dances* Rob::39Days:: says: as your grammer shows lack of education and etc passing out hits of LSD says: your wrong your wrong lalalala laa laaa Rob::39Days:: says: therefore you would loose respect in the court of law Rob::39Days:: says: look what i did> passing out hits of LSD says: ahhh but you cant read a simple word such as "WHOOOOO" Rob::39Days:: says: thats because it says who passing out hits of LSD says: therefore you not being able to read, you would lose respect also Rob::39Days:: says: you meant to put WOO! Rob::39Days:: says: there is no h in woo passing out hits of LSD says: no i know what i meant to put Rob::39Days:: says: i ould not loose respect as your failure for correct spelling, and being able to back yourself up, shows ur weakness Rob::39Days:: says: so ha passing out hits of LSD says: see your not right about spelling so how can you be right about something so complex as tree`s making sounds as they fall over when no`ones around to hear passing out hits of LSD says: lmao do you still have that conversation? i wanna put it in my lj Rob::39Days:: says: problem is, i am right abouit the spelling, and in a court of law there would be a dictionary to back me up passing out hits of LSD says: but what respectable character would put the words WOO and WHOOOO into a dictionary passing out hits of LSD says: and... how do you know how many ooo`s they have on the end?!?!?! Rob::39Days:: says: whoo isnt in the dictionary, thats the point! passing out hits of LSD says: neither is WOOOO Rob::39Days:: says: Woo is in the dictionary passing out hits of LSD says: prove it suicide notes

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